i miss you, oh so badly.

today's thursday, the suckiest day of the week. well,for school anyway.
i have lab from 9 to 5.
yeesh.

i'm in my lab now anyway.

i'll be playing the agogo for the arts festival.syafiq's playing the snare; the other snare's played by the salvo chick. drama drama drama.

understanding theatre was fantastic fun as usual.
qayyum acted as a 7 year old.
but the teacher was like, "huh,7? i thought you were 4!"
HAHAHAH.
sad lah qayyum.
i told you, you just look too young.
gagaga.

anyway.
back to class.

and to you.
there's only so much we can tolerate.
i'm still alive you know.

and read this! grabbed it from aiman's blog.

it's so describes me like like like....wth.

super true.

Farahyn is a very emotional person with a broad range of emotions from the highest highs to the lowest lows. She feels emotional situations very strongly. She'll flash to the very peaks of elation, sweeping everything before her. Then, for some reason unknown to herself, she will burn out emotionally. These mood swings can be very disturbing to her. Sometimes, she feels that she can no longer produce anything. But, after given some time alone to "recharge her emotional batteries", she will spring back into action.

Because Farahyn feels situations intensely, she relates easily to others' problems. If she is not careful, when she comes into contact with someone who is in a depressed frame of mind, she will also suffer the same emotions and change moods. Farahyn reacts impulsively, without much thought before hand. She may plan everything in detail before she even begins, then do it completely different when the time comes to carry it through.

Farahyn has a strong need for affection. She thrives on touching and being touched. Farahyn desires being told that she is loved, every day. She enjoys being the center of attention. She loves attention, sometimes she even retells stories that got her attention earlier.
Farahyn has the possibility of being a actor or natural born salesperson, simply because she relates so well to other people. She likes expressing how she feels, what she is doing, and what she plans to do. She is a people person.

She will work most efficiently in a people orientated job as opposed to a job working alone on an assembly line (that would drive her insane.)

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Farahyn doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Farahyn will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Farahyn believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Farahyn will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Farahyn is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Farahyn learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget.

Farahyn is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.

She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

Farahyn is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Farahyn basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Farahyn is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Something is incomplete in Farahyn's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Farahyn's sexual needs.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Farahyn has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. Farahyn fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Farahyn has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Farahyn seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Farahyn seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin.