antagonism

it's the second day of ramadhan,and everything's good.
i've been going for terawih at ba'alwi mosque.
the atmosphere is just so serene.
plus,habib hasan prays extremely fast.
i tend to fall asleep on my feet you see. so at the rate he's going,i'm wide awake.
finish 20 rakaat by 9.30pm.woots.

it's kind of sad, when the people whom you expect will be by your side no matter what,back you to the end, disregard you.
and i really mean disregard. as in idonotgiveacraphowyoufeelyouareinsignificanttome kind of disregard.
after all has been said and done, no one gives a flying coconut how i feel.
it's all him.
apparently he can never be wrong.
holier than thou.

just let me live my life, pick who i want or do not want.
i can't exactly be called a child anymore.
and i would greatly appreciate it if you think actually about how I feel for once.



i hate you,m.i.s. you know it. get out. you know that i know your lies.you make me sick. hypocrisy, i cannot stand. you will never change.leave me and mine alone.