life is extremely short.

my grandfather's neighbour passed away yesterday.i've known them since i was small.so it came as a complete shock to find out thet he died.he was only 37.he left behind his wife,and 3 daughters,the oldest of which is primary 4,and the youngest being only 3.i looked at them,wondering how in the world we were going to tell them that their father was gone.forever.the wife,cik yan,i feel for her.at the end of last year,her brother died.a few months later,her father followed suit.and now,her husband.
oh God.

it's got me thinking,what have i done with my life?i don't want to leave behind enemies,unresolved issues,or unhappy parents.i want to leave,prepared.who knows,this might be my very last post.i may draw my last breath today,tomorrow or within the hour.

all those who read my blog,do take a minute,hadiahkan al-fatehah to amir bin jamaluddin.thanks.

so i shall live life,live without regrets.