i have no idea how to express this sadness in my heart.the heaviness is weighing me down.i had to know,but at the same time,i didn't want to know.to cozen myself,that would be impractical.and what's the point anyway?

yes,it broke my heart to hear you say those words.but i will never,ever give up on you.never.i promise you that.a commination would be pointless,cause i love you so.yes,propitiate me.maybe someday this sadness will go away.

heal my heart.please.