i suddenly realized how much people can or cannot matter within the space of a heartbeat.people who meant so much to you,meant the world to you.you can just destroy your love for them,just like that.

two incidents told me this.one,i shall not speak of.the other...well.

i hate it when people i care for so much,do everything for,hurt me.on purpose.what satisfaction do you get?yes,i may put on a cheerful facade.but if you say you know me,and know me well,you should know that you cut me real bad.maybe i let you get too close.far too close.

as of now,i think i'm better off without best friends.so yeah.thanks for everything you did,both good and bad.the bad,i'll never forget.though i forgive you,you know the hurt still rankles.

goodbye,my friend.