do you ever look back, and reflect? think of all the things that you should or should not have done.
i admit,there are many actions that i regret.believe me,to this day, i smack myself for being so dumb.
i lost two people who mean a lot to me.
not really lost,but yes.when they could have been so much more.
i could have studied harder.i chose to slack.
i could have been a different person.but no,i was who i was then.not anymore.
some things had to be sacrificed.
i could choose my own happiness,but no.

the list goes on and on.
look around you.observe.cherish.sacrifice.appreciate.

anw.i didn't go for archery today.it was pouring rain.i don't feel well anyway.today is Kak Lela's wedding.the 7th day of the 7th month of yeear 2007.her wedding theme is PINK and black.oh yes,goth.

oh,and it's ROCKAMANIA XIII today.i didn't sign up in the end.change of circumstances.good luck to haliim.moohahahh.

i'm meeting his parents tmr.PANIC.wish me luck.

you know what?
life is like the illusory semblance of a phantasmagoria.but only it's not an illusion.